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NEW LIVEJOURANL KIDS...
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[07 Jul 2004|10:15pm] |
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( god loves ugly )
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[06 Jul 2004|11:15pm] |
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thats from ashleys lj... :) cute pic girls. such a fun night. i love you all! (more promotion pics to come... i look kinda outta place in my bright yellow dress.. geezzz)
i finally get to sleep in my own bed for a night. just got back from cayon lake and corona. had a blast with ber and alicia :) staying in alicias gmas haunted house (no joke) ...... going to travis barkers house. stealing his grass.. stalkers 4 life!! oh by the way. he has a reallllly nice house and some nice cars... not to mention a nice ass ... haha ;) taking pics in our tacky thrift store dresses. hahaha hot dirtbiking boys with big raised trucks everywhere. and we cant forget donny and josh :)
my madre is a kook and is driving me nuts. someone save me.
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[01 Jul 2004|04:22pm] |
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i love amber callahan...<3
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[27 Jun 2004|10:36pm] |
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so.. things have been good since i have been off grounded. been spending every day since thursday with amber :) i love her soo much she makes me happy.... been doing the usual. watch tv. go to the beach. eat lots of food. and hang out with friends.. typical summmer.... the weather has been kinda funky though
cant wait till the weather feels like summmer....
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| im sure thers more to add to theses lists.. but not enough time or room... ENJOY! |
[23 Jun 2004|11:36pm] |
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i love
sunsets late nights with the girls driving around looking at all the pretty long beach lights at night RSBG loud music sitting on the beach sneeking out of the house ice cream sundaes summer time weather midday movies my bear and george lots of color surprises black and white photography my best friends smiles the movies almost famous, a walk to remember, pulp fiction, stand by me the goonies and the nightmare before christmas Diet coke with lemon marilyn monroe tattoos and peircings (not tooo many of coarse) telling stories the purses amber creates gay guys big trucks shopping surfing in fiji my 2 cats pebbles and susie laughing sleeping concerts monster truck rallys walking around the big sb hanging with my homies being alone and just thinking watching people who are faded and just watching people motorcycles scary movies rollercoasters racecars being silly and going crazy
I Wish
i could fly things were back to normal i wasnt grounded i could drive i could move away, far away people understood the real me my mom wasnt such a kook for the perfect boy to come along we had money again people didnt talk shit no one was sterotyped i could get over this one stupid boy (dont ask)people werent so shady we were happy (i love you ber) ppl stayed outta other ppls bussniss.my neighbors didnt hate me i lived in disneyland.. its the happiest place on earth right? i could run away to paradise..
I dislike
people who judge violence the dark techno music tomatoes not seeing my friends drama shady boys or girls regrets wine being mad/annoyed breakups being grounded cops annoying drunk kids people who are fake people who try to be cool/or try to fit in not getting enough sleep the dark being scared man sluts bringing people down unneeded fighting/arguing loosing people not having a father or a guy in my life eating yunkfood (makes me feel bad) getting bad grades not feeling good about myself being confused not living close to my sister not having my pets anymore when people get hurt or die feeling sorry for people
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[21 Jun 2004|05:17pm] |
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this is bullshit. summer sucks soo far. things blew out of proportion. and now the fucking cops are brought into this mess. i hope you kids had a good time and it was well worth it. cause i sure as hell dont think it was worth it ... :)the only good time i had on sat.was laughing my ass off at the guys lighting erics hair on fire.. and driving around with deaner and jarrid :)
i hope this week goes by fast...
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[18 Jun 2004|02:22pm] |
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what a year its been... 8th grade year teaches you alot, you not only grow more mature, you grow as a friend. you learn that all that drama and shit talking isnt worth anything. theres no freakin point. life is too short to be mad at your friend for "talking shit" sooo why not party instead? eh? :) that solves alot
( SuMmEr TiMe )
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[13 Jun 2004|04:32pm] |
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mmm kids these days are SHADY! no matter how much you are nice to them, no matter how close of friends you are, no matter how forgiving you are.. they still seem to think its tight to fuck you over.. assholes is what i call it. i love how i let people step all over me.i guess i gotta find the bitch inside of me and release her. haha hm. we will see how this works out.:-)
4 days.......FINALLY!
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[01 Jun 2004|09:37am] |
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might be a while till im on again. im moving and i dont even know when ill have internet hooked up in the new house. my mom will say its not a priority.. which sucks cause the internet is basicly my life. yes i know its pathetic. haha but anyways. im gonna miss this beach house of mine on ocean. i used to think this house was small. but ha! the new house is a box compared to this. looks like its gonna me and my mom from now on. which im not sure is a good or bad thing yet. well.. i'll talk to you kids later. its on to a new beginning for me.....
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[31 May 2004|09:19pm] |
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wow i know this girl named... amber ****** callahan. shes so damn hot... talk about orgasmic.... shit. but i hate nickelback cause he has a really annoying voice to me.. but amber hear is singing to them... silly girl... i love her what can i say... without her i would crumble. yup thats the way it is.... im her bitch.... i'll do anything for her whenever whereever. im whipped... shes got me on snap.... oh well.. i like it. kinda kinky. sorrrrrry but my love/bond for her is liike WOAHHHHHHH kinda like her name... woaaaaaah amber is the color of your energy... OH HOW I LOVE HER and her escada perfume... its like a dream...... oh its allllll a dream
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| you may think you know me. but you have no idea. |
[20 May 2004|11:55pm] |
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im all alone in this.
im tired of putting my depressing stories on this thing. im tired of making people feel sorry for me buy writing down my problems. showing the world my problems isnt gonna help solve them. im done with my live journal until im happy again. full of life again. myself again. unless you realllllllllly know me, you'd see im not all smiles and laugh's like i should be, like i used to be.. yea.. its what i appear to be like. yes i appear to be happy. but i think i only have one person who really see's the inside of me. who sees whats really goin on.....and is willing to help me.. willing to be there for me. willing to go through what im going through. and i love her for that. i know i have alot of people out there willing to help me and willing to be there for me... im not saying i dont. and i also have alot of people out there who will always be right here by myside.through thick and thin. .but you really need someone who is willing to come to you when they see that your not yourself. when they know somethings up and they actually do something about it. not just someone who will listen and then try and make you feel better. i think only one person will understand this entry.... maybe only 3 people. i know i have my girls. i always will have my girls. but sometimes that seems like it just isnt enough to ease the pain. i do love you girls. your all i have. your my whole life.
fuck families. i got my girls. <3
p.s.
thank you for being there for me.. always.
thank you for being a sister, to me.. what i go through. you go through.
you know who you are. <3
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[20 May 2004|06:20pm] |
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the fortune i got in my fortune cookie when maddy and i went to fashion island yesterday...
I wonder if they really come true. ?
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[18 May 2004|10:34pm] |
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im sorry for how iv been acting. im sorry that we are all going through changes. im sorry that i have been away. im sorry for the way you feel. im sorry we have been tearing apart. im sorry you dont know me anymore. im sorry we are having to go through this. im sorry that iv been acting strange. im sorry some things were said. im sorry you feel that way. im sorry your lonely. im sorry im lonley. im sorry we havent been there for each other, like old times. im sorry its gone to this. im sorry i didnt realize this earlier.
Best friends.
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[13 May 2004|11:06pm] |
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Post a memory of me in my comments...
It can be anything you want.
Then post this to your journal and see what people remember of you.
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[10 May 2004|07:49pm] |
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Things have changed. i dont know if its for the better or for the worse yet.....
here is a list of my complaints....
grades are dropping.not going to school, is putting me behind.parents are getting a divorce.mom and i are moving out of my house.my step dad is keeping my kittys.poeple are going in different directions all around me.same thing,day after day.everyone but me seems happy.boys are confusing me.i miss my sister.sick of middle school drama.everyone is moving on, but me.Didn't get to spend mothers day with my mom. no more big room in my little beach house on ocean ave.got a letter from my real dad. periods suck ass. grandpa is in the hospital. we are still in schoool. need new clothes/bathing suites. need a tan. damn, i need a new look.
not feeling myself lately....
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| these surveys are easier then typin up an entry... my life my is boring anyways... |
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| If you could be... | </td>| a celebrity, which one: | britney spears | | one of your friends, which one: | hm.. they are all great | | an animal, which one: | tiger | | a plant, which one: | hahaa..... | | a flower, which one: | rose | | a color, which one: | white | | if you could have... | </td>| any color hair: | black | | any amount of people in your family: | 2 is fine with me.. | | any color eyes: | green | | any pet: | white tiger | | any body type: | ahhh victoria secret model.. | | where would you live if you could life | </td>| with anyone: | my best friends | | anywhere: | fiji | | in any kind of house: | little houses are fine w. me | | in any town: | tavarua | | next door to: | the ocean | | have a super power would you want to | </td>| tell the future?: | no.. then there would be no point in living.. if you already knew what was gonna happen | | fly?: | yes | | have X ray vision?: | hm.. wouldnt be too bad | | shrink/enlarge yourself?: | nah | | know what others are thinking?: | yes | | Turn into someone else?: | yes | | walk on water?: | yes | | make others love you?: | depends who | | If you could have one wish.. | </td>| what would it be?: | wouldnt you like to know |
if you could... brought to you by BZOINK!
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